Never Forget

One of the things I've personally learned over the past year is that you should never forget to be yourself, no matter what situation you are in.

In this blog I'm going to talk a bit about myself and the person that I am.

Here I am, 18 years old and living in England. I live my life like any other, although extremely quiet. I spend my time reading, listening to music, watching films, gaming or hanging out with someone. I listen to a range of different music, including, although sometimes I hate to admit it, some of the stuff that plays on the radio. I am silly and inappropriate at times, but I can make you laugh a lot.

Okay, I guess this may seem like a bit of a lame blog post. I'm trying to get across the person that I am...

Sometimes I just wake up and feel like I am Alice discovering wonderland for the second time. Everything looks strangely familiar, yet there is so much that is wrong that should be fixed. If wish I could fix the world, but I can't do it alone, so I think about my own life and what would make me happy. Looking at the clouds on a clearer day, or watching the moon from my bedroom window at night. Eating bits of ice from my drink at a restaurant when I'm bored, being... Me.

Does that make sense? It's just what my brain told me to write, so there it is.

I write because it's a way of showing myself that not everything is bad, and a way of seeing the person who I really am. That's the thing, I find it difficult to explain my emotions unless I am reading or writing. It brings something out in me that I have never seen before.

I pray that you do not find me strange, or silly for posting all this, as some of it may not make sense.

I pray that you, of all people will understand how I feel.