That Creeping Feeling

Good evening everyone! I hope you all had a fantastic Christmas, or a fantastic holiday if you don't celebrate Christmas!

Today I've been thinking about how different I am to everyone else. Let me explain.
I speak my mind often, and although through my past I have had my trust thrown back in my face (mainly at School), I seem to have a lot of trust in the people around me, the people I spend time around on a day to day basis. When people ask me how I am, I can just look at them and say that I'm fine (even if it's a flat out lie) and I will be okay with doing that, but there are certain people who I will just speak to and I will talk about ANYTHING. If I'm tired, I'll tell them, and if there's something wrong with me, I'll tell them. I find this different because I feel that not a lot of people would speak their mind as much. I don't know why. Sometimes it can just be a complete stranger too... Strange how life leads you along, huh?

So here's the thing about me. My hair is always frizzy, I'm always tired, I don't look great constantly and I don't top up my makeup and sometimes my eyeliner flicks don't match. I talk to much and joke about, I'm silly and I'm strange, and sometimes I come out with things that aren't related to the situation I am in, like a random word or song that's been in my head. Some things nag at me and I worry like hell.

I'm pretty happy.

My new years resolution is to make as many people as I can smile in 2016.