Determination

Today has been an odd little day, I've had laughing fits for no reason and I've genuinely been pretty happy with my day. The odd thing about it is I've got up and thought 'oh I can't be bothered with this' and done it anyway, I'm not sure why either.

But I'm happy, because without that feeling I wouldn't have got any more of my writing done. I sit and I think of what it will be like when I finally complete the thing, will people like it? Will I be pleased with it? I'm so determined to get this done just so I can know. Anyone who has read my creative writing has said it is good, and I really hope they're right because this is my dream, to be a writer.

I want this so badly, and although a lot of the time I come home exhausted from my day I still want to write, and during the day I cant wait to have that pen in my hand again. You can't imagine how much I love my writing. Even the chance to have my own blog seems amazing because I can share how I feel and express the person that I am to you all. I can stand up and say "this is me." Without feeling under too much pressure.

I really hope that you all like my writing and what I have to say. I'm as determined as I can be and I won't back down. I've wanted to write since I was little, the fact that I get to now without wanting to give up is a true blessing.