My Last Few Weeks

A lot has happened in the last two weeks. Starting with every day coming home with a headache and wanting to sleep constantly. I don't know what's up with that, I'm not a doctor. However, today I have made a big improvement. 

It might be because it's Friday and today has been awesome for a weekday. I can't remember if I mentioned what had happened in the last blog post, but the doctors have told me I have inflamed tendons in my left wrist. I have no idea what has caused it, or why it keeps coming back. (Yes, it comes back constantly). It can be painful, even now, when I have it tightly bound in my bandage. 

Despite my painful week and headaches, I thought I owed you guys a new blog, as I haven't blogged enough this last week and that last blog didn't go out like I thought it was, in the case that I felt I rambled and lost the plot midway... What I had planned in my head was not that. Then again, I have problems conveying messages in my head that I have planned out, so I am best just improvising as I go and speaking from the heart. 

Seriously, my wrist hurts... Usually it goes away after a few weeks, but it's still really painful whatever I do. So... uh... Yeah... 

Anyway, I've been away from my writing for a little while, and it feels not so good. I really miss it, but everything is hurting my arm, and if I write it on paper I only have to type it out again anyway. (Although I do hand write things constantly, and lets put it this way, I don't need another bad wrist.) To be honest, I've missed blogging like hell. Blogging has become a big part of me, and every day I am always looking to see if anyone has read it or left a comment or anything like that. The idea of me sharing my thoughts on the internet with complete strangers still bewilders me, but I guess I will get over it. 

I don't think I used the word 'bewilders' in the right context there... I don't even know if it's a genuine word. 

It's difficult at times, to continue with a passion if you are struggling (like I am with my wrist). I can read just fine, but I struggle to type as quick as usual and it can be painful, and I struggle to hold my XBOX controller too, which is becoming another thing I really miss. 

All this self-pity. I try not to think about it and do it anyway, sometimes it's okay, sometimes not so okay and I have to change activity. Last night I was happy, finding Doctor Who episodes (David Tennant and Matt Smith episodes) on Netflix. I managed to obsess over something I had gone off... I never realised how much I missed it. 

I'm rambling again aren't I? 

I'm sorry, it's just me relaying all my thoughts over to you. It's been a rough week, a really long two weeks. I hope your last few weeks have been a little bit better. If they haven't been that good, chin up, I'm sure things will get better. Hope everyone's having a nice Friday!!