Its gone midnight, I'm lying on my bed and I'm so tired. So tired but my mind is awake. Imagine a room of people whispering to you, all at once, different things and you're trying to process them all at once. It's like there are little electric bolts shooting through my brain and with each one gives me a million new ideas.
I want to do so many things at the moment, I want to finish that series on Netflix, I want to exercise and feel healthy, I want to keep my room tidy. I want all these things but my body is so tired, and not just because of my wrist, although that hasn't mended itself at all.
There are a million things I wish I could put into words to say to everyone. To say to you. The words I write could change my life forever, change my perspective and my view on life, change the way I act or behave. It might even change the future.
I hope it changes something, anyway. I just hope that people know that I'll always be the person I am, and that's never going to change.
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