Hey guys, I'm sorry this is posted so late at night, but I thought I would blog now because I don't really want to sleep in a way and it seems to have been forever since I last blogged.
I'm a little bit worried, in a way, about my creative streak. I want to sit down and write, but as soon as a page appears before me, I falter. I can't write what I want to write, the words don't flow as easy as I imagine them and the words just become a jumble on the page. I have my thoughts and my ideas. I have a million things I want to write about. I want this to be my thing.
But I am also busy, I have different issues and health issues that pull me back. I find myself forgetting my ideas so easily. At times I want to pull my hair and scream because I imagine these words, these beautiful words. These words that make me smile and my heart soar, the words that make me blush for no reason. These beautiful words that I can't get out.
When I can't blog much, for lack of reason to blog or no message to send out to readers, just know that I do care. And through my day I think about my ideas.
Although the words are beautiful, they are difficult to get out, but they will get out, and I hope that when they do, I can make more than just myself smile.
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