Okay so last night I had literally the worst sleep I've had in a long time. After complaining a few times on Twitter about my headache it is still here... Day 4. It's one of those ones when it hurts if you tilt your head and it's just not nice.
But anyway - since I was kept awake virtually all night by nothing and thinking about everything, I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to create a blog to put this overactive mind to rest. So here we are.
As I still lay in bed, in my unicorn pyjamas, the fan on, and Frederick the Flamboyant Spider (as named by Elin) still asleep on my ceiling right above my face, my headache pounding... I am still happy. Unbelievably happy at that.
It took a lot for me to get to this point, as a lot of you will know last week I was pretty miserable, which I think was a side effect from the medicine I am taking. I felt low, upset and snappy for no reason, my self confidence was slipping again and I found myself judging myself for the tiniest of things, which was something I promised myself I would never do again. But despite all the things going on with me now, the headaches, sore tummy and the arm issue, I am still so happy.
For me, I think life couldn't get any better than this, and if you work really hard for something, theres a good chance it could happen. Be spontaneous guys, work hard, make someone smile with a surprise, smile at a stranger, be yourself and be happy about it. You are who you are, and I wouldn't change you for the world, no matter who you are.
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