Ugh

Okay, this post may seem a little bit whiny and I'm just gonna complain a little bit but it might explain a little bit in regards to the servere lack of blog posts recently.

I have to take tablets which make me drowsy, I won't say what tablets they are, they're basically to help the nerves in my arm and also because I can't spell it... I have to take them before bed, and it doesn't help that I have to get up in the morning quite early... But I get up like a zombie. First off I'm dragging myself about, literally dragging most of my body about the house getting ready. Through the day, until I take them again, I feel like I've had virtually no sleep. I feel like I haven't slept in days, all the time, constantly.

I'm really sorry I don't want to complain or anything, because I know things could be a lot worse, and I'm very thankful it isn't. It's just that being always tired, combined with the stress of everyday life and also the stresses trying to find out what's going on with my body, it's lowered my usual mood, my self confidence, and of course I put all my effort into my day, and by the time I get home, I barely have the effort to do anything. I haven't forgotten about my blog, or wanted to stop blogging as often, and also my other blog (You: The Creative Imaginative Experience) is still up and running, but to be honest I am having a few doubts about that one.. I'm actually a little bit tempted to take that down.

I hope to be back to my usual self very soon and when I am, I'll be back here blogging and being my regular, goofy self.

Thanks guys :)